Written by Joel Mo
What is gratitude?
Gratitude is counting your blessings, being thankful, and acknowledging everything that you have received. It shifts your focus from what your life lacks to the richness that is already present. As simple as it sounds, gratitude is a complex emotion that requires self-reflection, the ability to admit that one cannot do things alone, and the humility to realise one’s own limitations. It requires contemplation, reflection and discipline.
Thanksgiving for 6 months with YWAM.
As I look back in this past year, I just can’t help but be filled with gratitude and wonder at what the Lord has done in my life.
The year began with such expectancy when my wife, Joanne, and I enrolled ourselves in the Discipleship Training School (DTS) with Youth With A Mission (YWAM) in Perth. For 3 months, we studied the Word and deepened our understanding of who God says He is and who He says we are. We walked the streets and applied what we learnt in the classrooms, speaking to strangers about the Good News. We were embolden by our daily revelations and shared with such conviction and authority. How can one be a witness, if he is not fully convinced in what he believes?
When put into perspective, the things we held so dear suddenly didn’t seem to matter as much. For example, the incessant need to receive honor was ingrained in us as a pillar of our Asian culture. To give honor is a beautiful thing, but having the need to receive it? If we live on the praises of people, then naturally we die by their criticism. We learnt much and we unlearnt much. It was a truly life transforming 3 months.
After we graduated from the classroom, we went to Nepal and India for our outreach for the following 3 months. It was such an eye-opening time where we partnered with the local churches and ministered to the people. We educated the locals on the dangers of human trafficking, we provided simple healthcare and taught them how to detect and treat simple diseases, and of course we shared the Good News. We prayed for, prayed with and worshiped with our family from a different land. We saw wonderful miracles, we prayed for a paralysed man and he sat up and clenched his hands. He was so amazed that his eyes went wide with wonder and his wife piled us with so much food that we had to ‘escape’ from her.
Many times, I’ve seen material lack in the villages we’ve been in, but the people always seem so full of joy. After reflection, perhaps it is not the material lack but something lacking in our hearts that leaves us unsatisfied. Contentment is an inner sense of peace that comes from being right with God and knowing that He is in control of all that happens to us. Many of the local believers are working hard to better their standards of living, but they are also living life full of joy. There is much to learn from them.
I guess if I were to compress what I’ve learnt and experienced into a sentence. It would be this – I’ve experienced the reality of God in every area of my life and the more He reveals Himself, the more I’m compelled to obey Him. I’ve experienced this, and there is no other way I would rather live.
We’re back. Now what?
After coming back home in July, I intentionally took my time unpacking the 6 months with YWAM. We kept things real, fellowshipping with like-minded friends, encouraging and spurring each other on. A sharing here and a gathering there, we shared our experiences with friends and family. I started to work again with the company, and the gears needed some oiling. Thankfully, I didn’t need to take long before things were in full swing.
One of the reasons why Sarah and I started Genesis Consulting & Solutions Pte Ltd was because we noticed that there was a disconnect between the christian life and the marketplace. There was an unspoken but generally accepted view that christian values such as humility, meekness or contentment might not have a place in the marketplace if you want to succeed.
But now that I’m back, surely things would be different? Surely I’ll be able to effect some sort of change around my social circle? I believe to see real change, we need to first pray. To act first is an admission that we don’t need God. Even Jesus Himself said ‘the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing.’
The fervent prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective. (James 5:16)
Fervent. How hungry are we to see Jesus displayed gloriously in the marketplace? Are our prayers desperate or are we just giving lip service without truly believing it can come to pass?
Righteous. How hungry are we to be always giving glory to God in the marketplace? Are our actions as heavy as our words?
I truly believe that the christian life can and should be lived out in the marketplace.
2018 in a nutshell.
I’m really thankful that God has led me through this journey of faith this year. Imagine this, you’re not earning an income for a good 6 months and yet have been in 8 countries in the span of 12 months. God’s hand of provision was always with us and we saw how we never had any lack.
If you will only obey me, you will have plenty to eat. (Isaiah 1:19)
Trusting an invisible God does not come naturally to anybody. A trust relationship grows only by stepping out in faith and making the choice to trust. The ability to believe God develops most often through pure personal experiences. “I found Him faithful yesterday. So He will not be unfaithful tomorrow.”
What’s going to happen in 2019? I’m hopeful and expectant to see the hand of God leading and guiding me to a greater intimacy with Him!
What are some things you can be thankful for in this past year? As you look back in gratitude, may your hearts be filled with hope for the future!